hmm.. im back again.. lol.. cos forget to sae tt my ling fell sick le!! argh.. hope he'll recover soon n chase awae his sexy voice.. but he stubborn dun wanna see doc.. roar~~ if im free cfm acc him go see doc.. but no.. i gotta work.. -.-.. no time no time.. nt even haf enuff time for myself.. but realli.. ling, if u're readin tis u gotta tk gd care of urself k? lol.. i noe i haf been repeatin n repeatin tis lotsa times le.. v.naggy rite.. but bleah.. u dun listen so gotta repeat more la.. tts y .. haha.. see i specially cum back to blog tis entry for u one lei.. touched anot?? lol.. okok.. enuff of being rou ma n my crap le.. ha..

argh.. nowadays keep rainin till i keep feelin cold.. brr.. last wk was sunshine wk.. so hot.. lol.. den tis few days early in the mornin jiu started rainin le.. was in the company bus otw to work n e rain came.. its kinda gd la cos i was zzz in e bus ma den so gd to zzz.. haha.. but gt to work in a rainy weather jiu nt gd le.. lol.. cos supposingly can haf a gd slp one.. but no way for me!! sian.. nvm.. gt work = gt $$.. so gotta work.. hmm.. tis sat workin gv.. finally =x.. cos for e past 2 wks din work gv gotta celebration for emo family n my b'dae in advance tts y.. jus wanna sae im so so tired.. but i still dun feel lyk slpin early.. gettin more n more darker eye rings le.. omg.. lookin real ugly.. nvm.. oreadi ugly enuff le.. ha.. ppl wun notice me anyway.. and oh yea, i ate alot recently!! really.. for those tt dun tink i ate alot.. jus ask my a/cs executive whos sittin beside my desk.. lol.. she keep sayin i gt big appetite.. :D is tt a gd ting anot?? haha.. sometimes gd sometimes nt gd.. nt gd is im fat oreadi.. tink i've put on some weight ba.. cos my face gettin rounder n rounder.. T.T.. so, mus ctrl my mouth le.. cannot anyhow eat.. haha.. if i can ctrl myself dun tink im pearlyn chuah.. nvm.. shall tk one step a time.. LOL.. paiseh i keep talkin crap la.. cos duno wad to type le jiu type tis lo.. haha.. okok.. shall end here le.. bb.. tc ar~

hmm.. lets talk abt how i spend my b'dae on fri n on weekends yea? :D

21o9o7, fri: woke up @ 1 sth pm.. but b4 tt woke up at intervals(9 sth am n 11 sth am) to see n reply smses.. cos my frens wish me hapi b'dae.. so mani of em wished me hapi b'dae.. thx ya ppl (: all of u made my dae! ha.. after tt jiu chat online wid ling, pa n my frens till arnd 3pm den go bath.. (tink ling tt time mus b realli fed-up wid me.. o.0.. cos i keep delayin time.. so sry ling..) den after bathin jiu wear lens n make up jiu go out to meet ling.. he gave me my b'dae prez n roses in e train.. ha.. 1st time rec'd roses.. my heart stopped beatin for awhile.. =x duno i gt blush anot.. hahaha.. even if gt blush also can c abit oni ba? cos my foundation realli white!! -_-.. den we went to ps eat e icy cool dessert! ha.. 1st time share dessert wid him.. ^^ deres mango ice-cream wid fruits lyk kiwi, strawberry n mango.. nt bad.. ha.. but e strawberry realli sour sour one.. eat le my eyes will goes -_-.. haha.. but share wid him ofcos is sweet.. lol.. oh ya n i tk a pic of him holdin e roses tt he gave me.. :D so fun.. haha.. he 1st time xin gan qing yuan gimme tk pic of him.. gdgd.. oni 1st time =/.. or else he oso wun gimme tk pic of him de.. tink its my b'dae so he gimme face.. ha.. aiya, better den nv rite.. after eatin jiu anyhow walk arnd ps.. up n down e escalators.. o.0.. wanted to watch movie but look at e time its oreadi 5pm le.. cant watch le cos meetin pa, ma, bro n frens at cq 8.30pm.. =x.. so cfm cmi.. my fault my fault.. cos i meet ling too late le den in e end no time for movies oni anyhow walk arnd.. but i din eat anitin b4 i go out, soon after i feel hungry.. so ling n i decided to haf our dinner at ajisen.. lol.. ling ate volcano ramen while i ate e tom toro ramen.. wah.. the volcano ramen realli win oreadi cos its realli spicy la.. ling so pro can eat so spicy stuffs.. haha.. if i were to eat, tink e whole bowl wld b wasted liao.. haha.. den e side dishes r softshell crab n prawn mayo.. (: prawn mayo is my love.. haha.. nice nice.. softshell crab i tot i gt eat b4.. cos it looks familiar but no lei.. din eat b4.. 1st time eat.. jiu lyk o.0.. cos i oni eat e crabmeat stick one.. nt the real crab infront of me den i eat.. haha.. aiya, i sot one.. -.-.. ppl loves eatin e real crab infront of em n me? oni eat e crabmeat stick one.. i noe u all read tis will bwg n pengz.. ha.. after eatin realli v.full le.. den we jiu walk walk towards e somerset mrt tt side.. took train down to cq to meet em.. wait arnd n meet till arnd 9pm den all reached den we walked to bq tgt.. went to jewel bar again.. haha.. tink tt place bcum my fav place for pubbin le.. =/.. tink oni k? haha.. den we jiu order 1 bottle of chivas e same as last last sat.. lol.. but tis time gt arnd 12 persons drinkin.. j n her bf leave at 10 sth pm cos dey gotta catch a movie after tt.. n bro left e same time as darlin n her bf leave at 12 sth am cos she cant stay till too late.. nvm.. realli glad tt she made it out to at least celebrate my b'dae for me.. im oreadi v.hapi le.. den my pa n ma jiu leave at 2 sth am.. glad tt despite my pa gt sch e next mornin she still stay till 2 sth am.. but she sick.. hais.. high fever n cough.. hope shes recoverin fast in process nw.. god bless her yea.. den my ma i oso v.touched.. cos she wanted to leave kinda early de.. but i was lyk lookin sad la if she were to leave early.. and i was really feelin sad when she told me she wanna leave early.. but she nv.. hee.. realli thx ma so much for ur time! luv ya guys.. an hr lata ling, ew, wp n i jiu leave for coffeeshop to haf drinks n ew jiu get sth to eat to fill his stomach ba.. after eatin, wp n ew jiu go off le.. tink dey went home ba.. oso no idea where dey went to.. den left ling n i... we jiu ton till 5 sth am lidat.. but he all e way gt headache.. hais.. again, my fault.. cos i suggest gg pub to celebrate my b'dae de.. in e end tink he drank quite alot jiu get headache.. see him headache n feelin sad or emo realli pains my heart ba.. jus dun wanna see e person tt i love most feelin tis way.. seein him lidat, when e time reaches arnd 6am, we wanna leave for e train to our home sweet home.. jiu wish to get sth hot for him to drink.. n tts milo!! ha.. den i jiu walk to e bq tt side de mac get a hot milo.. oni gt 1 counter open.. zzz.. so slow somemore.. cos gt quite alot of ppl orderin.. all one grp de.. the wait is gettin longer n i was kinda fedup when i tink of my ling havin bad headache den e staff servin still so slow.. argh.. vomit blood ar! when i gt e milo le jiu faster walk back to e place where my ling was.. jiu saw him walkin towards my direction le.. den i jiu faster half run half walk over him.. lol.. dun wan him walk so much cos he havin headache.. after tt jiu handover e hot milo to him.. he hor.. gulp down e hot milo.. omg.. so hot!! he told me he scalded his tongue.. -.-.. silly ling.. mus tc la.. for wad wanna gulp down so fast.. dun wori e milo wun runawae k? hee.. even if it runs awae i oso will buy another cup for u.. lol.. hmm, i sound crappy nw le.. lol.. okie.. after tt was we boardin e train back to our home sweet home.. end of story.. lol.. so tts fri..

22o9o7, sat: hapi b'dae to kl! n hapi advance b'dae to xq (: woke up at 1pm.. o.0.. cos slept at 10 sth am b4 tt.. realli nt enuff slp.. but i promised emo family tt i'll cfm be gg.. but will b late for e kbox singin session.. reached kbox @ 3 sth pm.. i noe i slow croach.. haha.. heng nt last person to reach.. lol.. jkjk.. cos qh, wl n jovin reach at 5 sth pm.. poor em din sing much.. if dey were to reach earlier jiu gd le.. cos everyone wld definitely b enjoyin themselves.. on tt kbox outin total we jiu haf 13 ppl includin me.. a big grp rite? hapi.. lol.. anyway its nt easy to go out wid a big grp of ppl.. but its oso v.fun de actually.. after kbox wenta haf our dinner le we jiu go find rafidah, her bf n derek.. so gt another 3 more ppl join in.. makes it 16 ppl.. ha.. more fun n merrier.. headed down to esplanade roof terrace to cut e sep babies b'dae cake.. ^^ its a swensens chocolate ice-cream cake! nice one.. all thx to my nu er, xh n everyone tts involved.. thx all esp e organiser, nu er xh for makin tt nite a memorable one.. cos its realli been ages since i went out wid such big grp of ppl.. n i personally tink its realli fun.. yea.. too bad ling was nt dere to share tis wid me.. hes workin hard.. jyjy.. hmm.. after cuttin cake, took pics n all.. we jiu walk to bq tt area to sit n chit chat abit.. how time files.. its oreadi 11 sth pm b4 all decided to go home left pa, nu er n i wish to walk till cq.. den we jiu walk walk walk till cq.. see see look look n omg.. the last train is gone for pa.. ps ps.. no train jiu haf night rider buses.. luckily haf bus no.80 for pa to tk back home.. or else its 24o le.. n glad tt everyone reached home safely too.. the nr2 back to my hse was kinda fast as i was e 1st to reach home.. nt bad nt bad.. ha.. but its a further distance for nu er le.. mafan ni men le.. cos its my stubborn character dun wanna tk 24o home.. budget le.. wan save up $$ tts y ba.. so sry make u2 suffer.. o.0.. okie.. so tts how sat flew away tt fast.....

23o9o7, sun: woke up at 12 sth pm.. supposed to wake up at 11.45am to meet xh, june n k for shoppin.. haha.. but woke up late.. ops.. tired.. but fun.. loves gg out even though im tired, hates to b grounded at home.. realli.. cham.. my $$ all fly far n faraway from me le.. haha.. mus save up.. wan go for holis next yr!! hehe.. but duno whether can go anot.. cos wori din save up enuff $$ jiu cant go le.. zzz.. hmm.. back to e topic.. shop arnd orchard den central at cq.. fri n wkends all @ cq area.. lol.. bcum cq fan liao.. -.-.. bought nth oni ate foods n tk pics at e yue lao cartoon statues dere.. ate billy bombers wid em.. 1st time.. ha.. nt bad.. ordered their set meal.. deres ice lemon tea -> mushroom soup -> fish n chips -> ben&jerry's ice-cream.. total costs $22.30 per person inclusive of service charge n gst i tink.. haha.. without gst is around $18.90.. hmm.. went home kinda early.. gd gal tt dae.. hee.. reached home arnd 10.15pm (:

missed ling durin sat n sun.. cos din c him at all.. oni can hear his voice.. nvm.. tml is mooncake festival le! hee.. meetin ling for some candles n sparkles playin session.. ha.. may everyone haf a v.hapi mooncake festival yea! tc n smile owis everyone.. i wanna sae a v.big thx U to my beloved ling, nu er, pa n ma n all of those hu spent their precious time out to celebrate my b'dae n nt forgettin those hu wished me a hapi b'dae too! thx thx for readin.. haha.. tis is e longest post i've ever posted.. tt means im v.wordy ryte nw.. xP

hmm.. tml's 200907.. its my dearest mum's b'dae! (: and on fri, 210907.. its mine.. ha.. and im on leave on tt dae.. yay~ phew! nearly cant take leave.. all thx to my da bai tu for helpin me to kai kou.. or i'll be too awkward or shy to tell e a/cs manager tt i wanna take leave on my b'dae liao.. lol.. cos u see ar, if b'dae were to work rite.. more den half of e dae will b gone le lo.. den i will be sian ji pua n too tired to celebrate my b'dae after tt.. lol.. so tml after work st8 awae go meet my mum n mei go marine parade dere eat.. cos my mum says v.long din go dere liao.. jiu go lo.. ha.. she wish to go where my mei n i jiu pei her go.. its her big dae rytey (: hmm.. fri's comin.. im gettin anxious.. but at e same time oso dun feel tt hapi.. -_-Zzz.. no idea y.. keep havin e suicidal tots(perhaps due to e stress im havin at work).. lol.. but nah.. wun la.. wun do anithin wrong yea.. im a christian.. =x.. cant commit sins.. er.. kk.. im endin here.. nth to sae oreadi.. bb.. tc all..

wenta jewel bar wid ling, pa, nu er, e, j, qh, kl, jz, yw.. total 10 ppl.. lol.. ordered one bottle of chivas.. mixer coke.. ha.. 1st time went pub.. oso 1st time drink e chivas until !@#$%^&*.. =/ but ok la.. walk abit unstable.. danced wid ling, pa, e n yw.. ha.. oso 1st time dancin.. -.-.. jus anyhow dance la.. i oso duno how to dance actually.. but i so rough.. dance cfm v.nan kan.. lol.. nvm.. dere so dark cant realli c.. hmm.. jus wish to dance non-stop.. till e pub closes.. but cannot.. cos pa gotta work.. or else duno when i'll stop..... okies.. tink i too emo le.. haha.. stop here ba.. *dun tink u all noe wad im tryin to sae.. cos i too complicated le.. zzz..*

tc all. cya soon, emo gang @ 22o9o7! ^^

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argh.. i overslept again.. late for company bus so i din take it.. took a cab down to work again.. for e 2nd time.. and it costs me $2 more ex den e other time tts $18.. T_T.. realli v.fed up of wakin up late.. but no choice.. i oso duno y.. mus b i too tired le.. den hand v.itchy keep switchin off e hp alarm but forgot to adjust back to a later time to wake up.. cos i set e alarm at 4am den 4.30am.. owis i'll wake up at those time to set e alarm back to a later time lyk 4.45am or 5am.. but tis mornin.. i din!! gosh.. zzz.. plus my workplace realli far.. benoi rd.. omg.. i stayin at half wdls half marsilin.. plus tis mornin gt traffic jam @ kje towards pie(changi) n tuas tt area tts y e cab fare damn ex.. =/ hope tis will b e 2nd n e last time im wakin up late.. or else i can vomit blood!! wanted to punish myself to haf bread throughout my work todae de.. but when lunch time comes, i really feel hungry(mus be i rushin wages tts y nt much strength to even hold e papers.. zzz.. cos total gt more den 100+ pgs.. faintz~) den e bread oso nt nice.. taste so dry.. but looks nice only.. gt dupe by it.. zzz.. if i noe dun go to e opposite 7-eleven shop buy e bread b4 i take cab tis mornin to work le.. haha.. paiseh type so much crap out.. but jus feel lyk typin how i feel abt todae ba.. anyway, i jus feels tt todae is realli nt my dae.. hais.. hope tml will b a better one ba.. i oni can hope.....

hmm.. how time files its 030907 le.. its gg to b my b'dae n mani other of my frens b'dae.. ha.. so tired nw.. slept at 1am n wake up at 5am.. o.0.. haha.. nvm nvm.. tonite will try slpin earlier ba.. or else cmi.. nw gotta update ya all abt wad i'd been doin on fri, sat n sun.. ha..

310807, fri - after work wenta amk.. watched ratatouille @ amk hub, cathay wid ling (: its realli cute la tis movie.. must watch!! ha..

010907, sat - went changi airport to see aeroplanes at e viewin mall wid parents =x.. haha.. duno where to bring em jiu bring em go dere.. haha.. borin rite me.. but aiya, wish to spend some time wid em ba.. so long din pei em out le.. *guilty* den 8 sth pm went off to suntec find ling after he knock off from work..

020907, sun - meet ma n her biao mei at cityhall shop shop.. went to marina sq n suntec.. wanted v.much to go bugis but its rainin!! so we're struck dere.. -_-.. oh yea, we sang kbox @ suntec! haha.. i tot its a shoppin dae but suddenly tink of singin jiu go sing le.. haha.. fun.. her biao mei so high.. realli fun singin wid em.. hope tt e next kbox activity wld b lidat too.. hmm.. ling, u owed me.. i wan go sing kbox wid u.. u buay on one.. xP.. after singin kbox jiu walk walk arnd.. went marina sq bought a black tee @ $1o wid ma.. ha.. cos its 2 for $2o.. after tt jiu go find ling after he knock off from work at 10pm.. n off we go.. home sweet home~~


hmm.. tts it.. okok.. gotta stop.. startin work le.. bb all.. will update again.. tc.. ^^